"LOL.its hard! because i already knew her from primary school and i know exactly who she is.you all just do not know how she treat her juniors! I was HER junior, and i knew her! you all just judging her from what you can see today, but i judge her from school days! and know what, she hardly smile to her juniors, only smile to her good friends-juniors.and others? she will jeling. well, i dont deserve her smile, i know that what you guys will say. haha. and this is what she deserves. dont u judge me with what you see today. you just dont know who the real she is."
to my dear mysterious junior who hates me so much, i'm sorry u still feel that way after all these years.
i can't even remember how i was back then in primary school which is about more than 10 years ago. the only thing i remember during those days were my dreaded plastic specs, the constant fights with the awlad and being the 'hated' female head prefect (but, i tak perasan pun i was hated then coz i guess i thot the world revolved around me. imagine my disappointment when i found out the truth. drat!) . Grr, why do u hav to make me remember those ugly specs.
u must have a fantastic memory. that wud certainly be useful for me especially since i need to remember all those symptoms and signs of common and rare diseases. (darn, it wud have helped a lot if i remembered to examine the flapping tremor and bounding pulse in the respiratory short case just now).
i have to agree dear, i rarely smile. i reserve them for special people in my life; people i respect and love and care for. i'm sorry i wasn't too friendly to u. i'm just not that eager to get to know everyone. my bad. besides, it's my second nature to frown (not jeling). whenever i think about anything, i'd use my corrigator supercilii muscles. betul ke spelling tu. i'll check it later.
i am truly sorry that i left such a deep mark in ur life by not smiling to u. if i did 'jeling' u , i'm sorry. i wonder how many other people were affected by me. i never knew i was capable of making such deep impressions on people that they can hold such strong grudges. wow, i shouldn't underestimate myself in future. (note to self: smile to everyone from now on. u just never know whose craving for ur smile)
er, dear miss anonymous (or are u married already? u never know nowadays coz sume orang dah or nak dekat kawen), ur request to be judged by how we see u today is kinda hard to do since we don't know who u r. we can only judge based on ur comments today.
to everyone else, please don't judge me from what u see today but how i was in my childhood days. yours truly then, is the real me.
keh keh keh. this statement does sound rather funny. it kinda tickles me funny bones.
p.s i had a lot of fun writing this entry. i'll write about my exams tomorrow.
owh btw, miss anonymous, if it really pains u to come here and read my silly writings, i wouldn't be offended in the least if u didn't come at all.
p.s i had a lot of fun writing this entry. i'll write about my exams tomorrow.
owh btw, miss anonymous, if it really pains u to come here and read my silly writings, i wouldn't be offended in the least if u didn't come at all.
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