ramadhan and post mukhayyam

its day 4 of ramadhan and i'm rather behind in my Quranic reading. alamak kene read a lot more. tp kene tadabbur jugak ayat2 tu kan?? we do our best inshaAllah.

last weekend we had a mukhayyam at Casuearina resort, Pekan. despite the long holidays yang menggamit ramai untuk pulang ke rumah, many still could make it to the mukhayyam. on the whole, i learnt a lot. what i learnt is never go into paya bakau without proper shoes or they'll sink and get stuck in the mud and you'll have to dig with your hands to get them out. we learnt a lot about the ghazwahs and also sahabat and tabi'in in interesting ways. i guess its easier to remember that way rather than the regular halaqah discussions, which is still a good way for most of the fikrah and ilmiah discussions.

i had to be a group leader and also the ajk kesihatan so kesian my group when i was a bit late for the gatherings. my group asyek lambat je sampai kene denda. sian kitorang

abang atif came to give the pengisians. menarik jugak.

i thought i had it bad because of my vasovagal attacks, but a friend of mine has it worst when she passed out because of hypothermia (sejuk sangat pakai baju basah lepas keluar paya bakau). she has a history for passing out during stressful situations.

i'm thankful for everything i am. ada hikmahnya inshaAllah.

yesterday, i clerked a patient with teratoma. i took a long time detailing out her social history. more on that later.

happy fasting everyone.

2 weddings and 2 babies

yesterday morning i finished my 5 deliveries, alhamdulillah.

i stayed at the hospital for my oncall from 9pm until 9am. initially it was a slow night until about 2am when the ladies started pouring into the labour room one by one. all 4 of us who waited were able to conduct 2 deliveries.

but for the first baby i did get into a tight situation with my friend. i'm rather sad and ashamed with myself for how i reacted to the situation in my exasperation to get a baby. i have no reasonable explanation for it. i guess both of us were in that state of mind making my spontaneous decision unforgivable. i hope my friend forgives me. we're in the same group and i have to face her everyday.
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yesterday i attended 2 walimahs. one was in kuantan, my medical classmate Huda and the 2nd was in Temerloh, kak Jan's and Faizal. haha they ended up together. sesuai sangatlah.

after returning from the hospital like a zombie around 10pm (physically, mentally and emotionally drained) i went to bed immediately and awoke 2 hours later to go to huda's wedding.

sibah, asma', aishah and syahadah urged me to finish the delicious meal and we had to go to temerloh pulak for kak jan's majlis sambut menantu. i drove kak jan's car all the way to temerloh. (stop rolling ur eyes my dear friends :p ) the farthest journey so far for me. haha.



when we returned, i turned in early and only awoke this morning. terlebih tidur sampai dah termimpi2 pasal frightening creatures. i so read and watch too much fiction.