Gone are the doubts...

i don't really know what i'm feeling rite now...but i think i'm somewhat relieved...a load of my mind... i now know what to make of the issue that has been weighing on my mind.

after chatting with him for three consecutive nites...finally i'm clear of where i stand and gone are the doubts and grey areas that had been there before...

it was sweet while it lasted (although there were many awkward times)... it was just not meant to be...Allah has other plans for me...

whatever it is...i'm absolutely curious to find out... may He guide me on my path of seeking His pleasure and blessing.

my main focus now is my studies and becoming the best doctor i can be...