wow! another 2 days.

a lot of people have been asking me whether i'm nervous or not and telling me that they rase berdebar2.

of course i am nervous. i'm terrified to bits. i will have to care about someone else other than myself. i will have to discuss my every decision and action with him. i'll have to live somewhere i've never even been to. if i do something wrong, i cant go running to my family. its a life-changing event.

at first, i didnt feel anything as there was much to do. now its just two days away, and there's still loads to do. alhamdulillah kakyung's coming home tonight. cant wait to see nawaz. more heads for opinions and more hands to do the work.

everyday lots of people come to the house to help out. good thing mak has 2 usrah groups. so twice a week, the makciks help package the goody bags. yesterday, some makciks came to help gubah bunga. after looking through and clearing up some boxes and also the store, mak found some unused plastics flowers. mak cik maziah and makcik ah is a whiz at menggubah flowers. she used an old, worn out basket of ours to put some assorted flowers and it looks absolutely beautiful. i dont have talent in that area at all so i leave it to those who love to do it. mak pun got into the menggubah craze and spent a lot of time on it so we have lots of plastic flowers at home.

because of the extraordinary amount of cleaning that needed to be done, mak had to outsource and panggil org datang kemas rumah. so nibah and i prepared lunch. i made kari ikan and sambal ikan bilis and tempe.

in the afternoon, we made apple crumble. hehe, sempat gak buat. the oven memang panas sebelah so we had to turn it manually. the custard was a bit lumpy but sedap nonetheless. it wasnt that hard to do.





there's still lots of desserts that kakchik and i have been dreaming of doing but asyek malas nak buat. we've already bought the ingredients. nantilah.

our house just had an extreme makeover. it is very different from before. ayah spent a fortune on it. plus the wedding expenses, its burning a hole in mak and ayah's bank books and pockets. i wish i had money to give them to help out but i've used up all of my scholarship money and depleted some of my tabung haji savings. i so have to work and make up for the expenses bit by bit.

with regards to the bilik pengantin, 2 makcik's came to give their opinion on how the things in the room should be arranged. so the existing cupboard has to go out and we have to take a smaller one from the other room in exchange. the last time we had to rearrange cupboards was exactly last year. now we had to do it again. penat sangat keluarkan everything and moving the cupboards then rearranging things back into them.

mak asked me where are my friends. why arent they around to lend a helping hand. i cant expect my kuantan friends to help out because everyone's far away and have their own lives to settle. and i cant expect my batch of schoolmates to help out because they're all working now and have their own activities to do. so i have to rely on kakchik's friends to come over and do whatever is necessary.

i pray that everything will go well nanti.